Breathlessly Pondering

Dear Lover, When I’m with you, I feel as if I’m being slowly consumed with every touch. I lose myself, taken away to a plane slightly lower than nirvana. It’s as if my body is not real, as if it were merely a catalyst to transform your energy. As our lips touch, and I feel…

Loneliness

It’s times like this when the loneliness is so intense it’s as if there is a noose around my neck.  It cripples me with grief and makes even the simplest task seem like the most daunting feat.  Amazing how draining it can be to long to be held, to long to be kissed and caressed,…

The Deep

Sometimes you dive into the deep, forgetting to look, logic kicks in but not before you find yourself downing in a whirlpool of despair, regret, and shame. You cling desperately to the mirage of dry land, thinking that if you just keep swimming you’ll be okay. Eventually, you realize that there is no shore, no…

Desire

Light radiates from you, filling me with joy. You are power, strong and bold, consuming my thoughts. Take me into you, into your heart. For you desire overwhelms. Longing to taste your wine, to touch your softness, to bring passion to quake.

UNDEAD

Sitting at the bottom of the well, Holding my breath, Waiting to inhale life, I slip into unconscious bliss, Nirvana. I scream with anguish, As I awaken in the inferno. The puppeteer is forcing me to dance. I’m like a zombie, Straddling two worlds, Aching for rest, But the show must go on. I memorize…